January 2010
suddenly
everything changed.
ughhh
don’t close your eyes
don’t fade away.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KII1ruAfvsg
i just feel like every day waking up is like…trying to recover.
does that make sense?
maybe.
sometimes
i’m cryptic but most of the time it just means i want you to ask about it.
i just feel like i’m trying too hard. or something. i feel like i keep trying to pick up pieces but it’s like trying to hold water and watch everything slip through the cracks of your fingers. it’s like trying to balance everything at once, and when you try to pick up one thing, another one falls.
i can’t keep doing this. i feel like i’m in a coma. or like i’m...
ever just have the most overwhelming feeling that you were not meant to be born in this time?
oh
i hear you breathing on the line.
oh baby girl,
i’m not your type.
i leave you hurting every night.
so i won’t be coming back.
who wouldn’t let me be all alone?
blurred lines, like somehow that excuses your behavior. things are tricky these days, like one step too far and you’ve crossed some lines. i don’t feel like pushing any boundaries tonight. the slow ache starts in the pit of my stomach, like my body wants to swallow my soul, and it builds until it rises to my head and somehow things aren’t as clear as they were before. lines...
Today, at the age of 16, I found out that I am the only person out of all my friends that is still a virgin. MMT
only
17.
You going to be one hundred percent honest? i’m going to try. If your girlfriend/boyfriend broke up with you tonight, what would you do? lol n/a Could you go the rest of your life without doing any drugs? most definitely. What are you wearing on your feet? nothing currently. Last dream you had: something about school it was weird. Has the opposite sex ever written you a poem? not...
Dear real life non tumblr kids
likeadrunkbutnot:
olddeathkit:
bbbrandon:
iwasarecord:
fuckmerdj:
suesylvester-:
stop getting formsprings
and i’m tired
of being all alone
but this solitary moment makes me want to come back home.
i just feel like
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AuR8FAxsW98
that’s my life
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1Z-HobGDHto
sometimes i feel like
i’m drowning
the take over
the sweeping insensitivity of this
still life
hide and seek
oh you wont catch me around here
now that i think about it, things aren’t really happening like i think that they are. if that makes any sense. for some reason i convince myself to feel things, to think things, that i don’t really want in the first place.
i’m not afraid to go back to how i used to...
“you remind me of the times when i knew who i was.”
isn’t this exactly where you like me?
“You say your time has come, you’re tired of waking up. Don’t be...”
“I would rather learn from one bird how to sing than to teach 10,000 stars how not to dance.”
“We do not believe in ourselves until someone reveals that deep inside us...”
the thing is, you think i’d be so used to second place. like somehow that’s where i’ve always belonged. second place, second rate. like a forgotten favorite toy.
it seems like everything i do, i do because i want to be better. at something. at everything, i guess. but i’m not getting any better.
it’s stupid to want this, this kind of lifestyle that was no good to...
stop messing up your life →
(via amiefwentez)
well, jesus christ
i’m alone again,
so what did you do those three days you were dead?
because this problem’s going to last more than the weekend.
you can do no wrong
in my eyes.